Wednesday, December 5, 2007

CONFESSIONS OF A HEART BREAK!!





I was someone when I was with you,

Now I am a no one and I feel blue,

You just walked on by,

All I can do is cry,

So now I no,

You never loved me so,

You broke my heart,

Right from the very start,

Everyday I try,

So hard not to die,

I want to kill myself,

I got a knife off the shelf,

I sat on my bed,

You were the only thought in my head,

I slid the knife across my wrist real slow,

Look at what I’ve done now I’ve got to go,

I’m going no where

And I don’t care,

I could end up dead,

All I can see is red,

Last night I drank and drank,

Because you dumped me for that skank,

I thought you loved me,

Now I can see,

That what you said was a lie,

Now all I want to do is cry,

I listen to that special song,

And I wonder where I went wrong,

All this time I though I loved you too,

But I guess I was wrong now I feel blue,

I guess love is a thing I’m not supposed to do,

But I fell in love with the only you,

Now I no I could never love again,

I didn’t just loose you as a boyfriend,

You meant a lot more,

Why did you close that door?

I want to die,

I cannot cry.

DO TIME HEAL WOUNDS?




"Time heals every wound" I heard somewhere.
Did it knew, from how long, are you not here?

This time could not evade my screaming pain.
No matter how hard I try to, but all in vain.

Time moved on, but could not took me along.
Right was my love, your perception was wrong.

Melancholy is life, and, all alone is my heart.
Though I have died, you still have power to hurt.

"One day, I will surely forget you somehow"!
The day you betrayed, I have taken this vow.

A day will come, am sure,when time will be less.
You'll be back to me, but my life will be a mess!!

HURTING INSIDE





Depression hurts
inside and out.

On the inside your heart tears
And it starts to bleed,
You feel the pain
And you have the need.

Outside you drag the knife
Accross bare flesh,
You feel the relief
But the scars are sketched.

Back inside you cry
Because the marks will remain,
But you're also calm now
and feel no pain.

Depression hurts
No matter what
Depression follows
Even after the cuts.

Depression may go,
but the memories will stay forever.