CONFUSED ?????

I'm so confused
I never know what you want from me
My heart is forever bruised
I feel like I can never be free

I still remember when we first met
You was so special to me
Now I feel so sad
I couldn't make you happy

But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more, when I think about how my heart broke

You said you knew how much I felt for you
But you couldn't chose for me
Our love couldn't be true
It seemed if you were happy.

Now you act so attached
You dare not to look in my eyes
I thought we matched
But I my dream dies

But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about that, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more, when I think about how my heart broke

I cry
I cry
I cry every single night
Thinking of the fun we had
And the silence that drove us apart

In real life, I act like you don't exist
But in my dreams we're together
It's you I can't resist
But in my dreams that won't matter

But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more, when I think about how my heart broke

But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more, when I think about how my heart broke

You still make me feel so confused

Too lost in you ...

I don't know where to begin.
My life is so complicated.
It feels like I'm drowning...
Drowning in my own tears

All because my love
for you is just a
waste of time...
It's useless.

It's easy to love you
but impossible to forget you.
Every thought of you
brightens up my day

I thought it was easy
to win your heart.
But it remains a dream.

Every day I get up
I start a fight against
my love for you.
But I'm too weak to win...

I'm lost, lost in my own feelings.
I don't know where to go.
But trust me, I will find my way.
With or without you...

Unanswered love !!!!!!!!!

Loneliness is tearing me apart.
How can I find a way to your heart?
I want your body close to mine.
Now, tomorrow and 'till the end of time.
Let me surround you with all my love.
It's all I have been thinking of.
I want you in my life.
But if I lose you, it will cut me like a knife.
I don't want to play a role.
I just want to give you my soul.

CONFESSIONS OF A HEART BREAK!!

I was someone when I was with you,

Now I am a no one and I feel blue,

You just walked on by,

All I can do is cry,

So now I no,

You never loved me so,

You broke my heart,

Right from the very start,

Everyday I try,

So hard not to die,

I want to kill myself,

I got a knife off the shelf,

I sat on my bed,

You were the only thought in my head,

I slid the knife across my wrist real slow,

Look at what I’ve done now I’ve got to go,

I’m going no where

And I don’t care,

I could end up dead,

All I can see is red,

Last night I drank and drank,

Because you dumped me for that skank,

I thought you loved me,

Now I can see,

That what you said was a lie,

Now all I want to do is cry,

I listen to that special song,

And I wonder where I went wrong,

All this time I though I loved you too,

But I guess I was wrong now I feel blue,

I guess love is a thing I’m not supposed to do,

But I fell in love with the only you,

Now I no I could never love again,

I didn’t just loose you as a boyfriend,

You meant a lot more,

Why did you close that door?

I want to die,

I cannot cry.

DO TIME HEAL WOUNDS?

"Time heals every wound" I heard somewhere.
Did it knew, from how long, are you not here?

This time could not evade my screaming pain.
No matter how hard I try to, but all in vain.

Time moved on, but could not took me along.
Right was my love, your perception was wrong.

Melancholy is life, and, all alone is my heart.
Though I have died, you still have power to hurt.

"One day, I will surely forget you somehow"!
The day you betrayed, I have taken this vow.

A day will come, am sure,when time will be less.
You'll be back to me, but my life will be a mess!!

HURTING INSIDE

Depression hurts inside and out. On the inside your heart tears And it starts to bleed, You feel the pain And you have the need. Outside you drag the knife Accross bare flesh, You feel the relief But the scars are sketched. Back inside you cry Because the marks will remain, But you're also calm now and feel no pain. Depression hurts No matter what Depression follows Even after the cuts. Depression may go, but the memories will stay forever.

MISUNDERSTOOD

3 o'clock in the night I was weeping

And you thought that I was sleeping

You saw blood pouring out of my hand

And you thought it might have been some accident

You saw me nearby wherever you went

And you thought it was just co-incidence

Day and night you ruled my imagination

And you thought it was just infatuation

Tensed and dumb in front of you I lay

And you thought I got nothing to say

When I needed you I cried in pain

And you thought I was lying again

Hiding my tears I tried to walk tall

And you thought I didn't cry at all?