ALONE

Alone

Alone to cry
Alone to laugh
Alone to smile
Alone to frown
Alone to live
Alone to die
Alone to wander
Alone to discover
Alone to learn
Alone to live
Alone in pain
Alone in hurt
Alone in joy
Alone in the morning
Alone in the night
Alone in the afternoon
Alone in this life
Alone in this world
Alone in boredom
Alone in knowledge
Alone in this state
Alone with people
Alone at work
Alone right now
Alone when I was born
And alone when I will die
Alone walking through life
Without any pride
How can you be satisfied
Living your life like you do
When you know there is some one out there
Who could really use a friend like you
No one will know how I live
No one will know who I am
No one will ever get to know me
Because I am destined to spend my life alone
I am always alone.
It’s no fun to be alone
To do everything on your own
To live with no recognition
To share my pride with no one
Wanting to have someone
To live my life with
But for now
I will continue alone
And all alone

I WANT YOU TO B MINE

*~*~* I want you to be Mine,
But it seem's like nothing's Fine.
When I look in your Eye's,
All I can see is your Lie's.The Day that YOU Left ME,
YOU seemed like YOU were Happy and Free.
The Tear's that I Cried,
A Little Piece of ME Died.
I Hurt so much Inside,
I Alway's run away and Hide.
When YOU said YOU Loved ME,
I thought it was True,
I Lied and so did YOU.*~*~*

~~~~~ SORRY ~~~~~

SORRY
sorry for waht happend to u sorry for what i said to u
sorry for all the bad things taht i did to u sorry for all the pain i gave u
im sorry for not knowing u sooner sorry for leting u down sorry for not taking ur hand
sorry for all that i have done sorry for messing it up sorry for loving u
sorry for making u love me sorry for all the bad times sorry for makign life hard on u
sorry for not bein there for u and im sorry for only saying sorry thats all i can do
with these blood and tears im calling u i wish u can forgive me i need u i want u
ur my life ur my soul ur my world ur all that is good to me with out u im nothing
with out u im no one with out u im dead with out u i cant sleep i cant dream
all i want is to sleep one night with out all this pain
all i want is to hear ur voice calling my name just one more time
all i need is for u to love me...i just want to say im SORRY...

CONFUSED ?????

I'm so confused
I never know what you want from me
My heart is forever bruised
I feel like I can never be free

I still remember when we first met
You was so special to me
Now I feel so sad
I couldn't make you happy

But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more, when I think about how my heart broke

You said you knew how much I felt for you
But you couldn't chose for me
Our love couldn't be true
It seemed if you were happy.

Now you act so attached
You dare not to look in my eyes
I thought we matched
But I my dream dies

But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about that, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more, when I think about how my heart broke

I cry
I cry
I cry every single night
Thinking of the fun we had
And the silence that drove us apart

In real life, I act like you don't exist
But in my dreams we're together
It's you I can't resist
But in my dreams that won't matter

But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more, when I think about how my heart broke

But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more, when I think about how my heart broke

You still make me feel so confused

Too lost in you ...

I don't know where to begin.
My life is so complicated.
It feels like I'm drowning...
Drowning in my own tears

All because my love
for you is just a
waste of time...
It's useless.

It's easy to love you
but impossible to forget you.
Every thought of you
brightens up my day

I thought it was easy
to win your heart.
But it remains a dream.

Every day I get up
I start a fight against
my love for you.
But I'm too weak to win...

I'm lost, lost in my own feelings.
I don't know where to go.
But trust me, I will find my way.
With or without you...

Unanswered love !!!!!!!!!

Loneliness is tearing me apart.
How can I find a way to your heart?
I want your body close to mine.
Now, tomorrow and 'till the end of time.
Let me surround you with all my love.
It's all I have been thinking of.
I want you in my life.
But if I lose you, it will cut me like a knife.
I don't want to play a role.
I just want to give you my soul.

CONFESSIONS OF A HEART BREAK!!

I was someone when I was with you,

Now I am a no one and I feel blue,

You just walked on by,

All I can do is cry,

So now I no,

You never loved me so,

You broke my heart,

Right from the very start,

Everyday I try,

So hard not to die,

I want to kill myself,

I got a knife off the shelf,

I sat on my bed,

You were the only thought in my head,

I slid the knife across my wrist real slow,

Look at what I’ve done now I’ve got to go,

I’m going no where

And I don’t care,

I could end up dead,

All I can see is red,

Last night I drank and drank,

Because you dumped me for that skank,

I thought you loved me,

Now I can see,

That what you said was a lie,

Now all I want to do is cry,

I listen to that special song,

And I wonder where I went wrong,

All this time I though I loved you too,

But I guess I was wrong now I feel blue,

I guess love is a thing I’m not supposed to do,

But I fell in love with the only you,

Now I no I could never love again,

I didn’t just loose you as a boyfriend,

You meant a lot more,

Why did you close that door?

I want to die,

I cannot cry.