Friday, December 21, 2007

BREAKS IT ALL AWAY



why you always suffocate in these walls,
which trample your good feelings and thoughts,
and then make your tears come out and fal,
and you feel no one listens to your wails and calls,
why you feel this world would never change,
everything appears to you broken, hopless and strange,
why you let your depression stick to yourself,
you remain sunk in the blues until the clock says twelve,

remember, no one can bring happiness except you,
all the joy and bliss slumbers deep inside you,
wake it up, bring your sanity in motion,
get rid of the blues and depressing emotions,
let life infuse in yourself and then sway,
the blues, depression and sadness, just break it all away

Depression

depression is when you are sucked into a cold lonely world
where you don't have anyone to love
no one by you're side
you wish you could die
cutting with tears
you want help but no one can say anything right
you're words are cold
depression leads you down a broken road
you keep walking forever down that road
you're heart is bleeding from all the pain people has caused
its a disease from people you love
they hurt you so bad and they act like they care
they don't know what its like being you
they never dealt with anything like this
depression pulls you under
drowning in you're own tears and blood
not even a single rose can fix whats been broken
you're so alone so far away from paradise
wishing that death would soon arrive
depression hurts like hell

LONLEY SOUL



The lonely soul wanders
Alone in the walks of life
No other soul as his companion
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the daybreak
He does his duties
In the walks of life
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the life
He meets many other souls
Who comes to be
Unfit for the lonely soul
The lonely soul wanders

As the days pass by
The lonely soul became
More lonely, with no other
souls as his companion
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the walks of life
The lonely soul decides
Not to die, but to face
LIfe in all its hardships
The lonely soul wanders

ALONE


Alone

Alone to cry
Alone to laugh
Alone to smile
Alone to frown
Alone to live
Alone to die
Alone to wander
Alone to discover
Alone to learn
Alone to live
Alone in pain
Alone in hurt
Alone in joy
Alone in the morning
Alone in the night
Alone in the afternoon
Alone in this life
Alone in this world
Alone in boredom
Alone in knowledge
Alone in this state
Alone with people
Alone at work
Alone right now
Alone when I was born
And alone when I will die
Alone walking through life
Without any pride
How can you be satisfied
Living your life like you do
When you know there is some one out there
Who could really use a friend like you
No one will know how I live
No one will know who I am
No one will ever get to know me
Because I am destined to spend my life alone
I am always alone.
It’s no fun to be alone
To do everything on your own
To live with no recognition
To share my pride with no one
Wanting to have someone
To live my life with
But for now
I will continue alone
And all alone

I WANT YOU TO B MINE


*~*~* I want you to be Mine,
But it seem's like nothing's Fine.
When I look in your Eye's,
All I can see is your Lie's.The Day that YOU Left ME,
YOU seemed like YOU were Happy and Free.
The Tear's that I Cried,
A Little Piece of ME Died.
I Hurt so much Inside,
I Alway's run away and Hide.
When YOU said YOU Loved ME,
I thought it was True,
I Lied and so did YOU.*~*~*

Saturday, December 8, 2007

~~~~~ SORRY ~~~~~


SORRY
sorry for waht happend to u sorry for what i said to u
sorry for all the bad things taht i did to u sorry for all the pain i gave u
im sorry for not knowing u sooner sorry for leting u down sorry for not taking ur hand
sorry for all that i have done sorry for messing it up sorry for loving u
sorry for making u love me sorry for all the bad times sorry for makign life hard on u
sorry for not bein there for u and im sorry for only saying sorry thats all i can do
with these blood and tears im calling u i wish u can forgive me i need u i want u
ur my life ur my soul ur my world ur all that is good to me with out u im nothing
with out u im no one with out u im dead with out u i cant sleep i cant dream
all i want is to sleep one night with out all this pain
all i want is to hear ur voice calling my name just one more time
all i need is for u to love me...i just want to say im SORRY...

CONFUSED ?????


I'm so confused
I never know what you want from me
My heart is forever bruised
I feel like I can never be free

I still remember when we first met
You was so special to me
Now I feel so sad
I couldn't make you happy

But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more, when I think about how my heart broke

You said you knew how much I felt for you
But you couldn't chose for me
Our love couldn't be true
It seemed if you were happy.

Now you act so attached
You dare not to look in my eyes
I thought we matched
But I my dream dies

But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about that, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more, when I think about how my heart broke

I cry
I cry
I cry every single night
Thinking of the fun we had
And the silence that drove us apart

In real life, I act like you don't exist
But in my dreams we're together
It's you I can't resist
But in my dreams that won't matter

But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more, when I think about how my heart broke

But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more, when I think about how my heart broke

You still make me feel so confused