ŠΤUΡ¶D

I was so stupid to lie to myself
And tell me that I didn't love you
Because I do
And I can't keep hiding my feelings
Even though a lot people told me
Not to do it
But I did

And here we are now
Together

And I know it sounds stupid
But I'm still confused...

HEART OF STONE !!!!!!

Sometimes you give me hope
But then you break that up again

And so I cry myself to sleep
Hoping you will forgive me

I didn't mean to hurt you
Or sound stupid in anyway

But please don't take my heart
It's too fragile to be touched
My heart is from stone
Cause it's always been alone

It's beating again
After years now
And it's for you, my dear
So be carefull, before this fragile heart breaks...

ToNiGhT !!!

Come lie next to me
Don't make me sleep alone
Please don't tell me you have to go

Do you love me?
Do you care?
Will you tell me you'll be there?

Wrap your arms around me
Make my day
Stay in my dreams

Don't go away

Do you love me?
Do you care?
Will you tell me you'll be there?

Stay with me
Through the night
Close to me
Till the light
Tonight...

ΨΟ℧ !!!!!

Everytime that I see you
Don't know what to say
Want to walk away
Anywhere

But don't you bother
Don't you care
You don't know me
You just see me
But that ain't enough
To help me tonight
But just don't leave me
And let me die

Every tear that I let flow
That will flow for you
Cannot see the truth
Anymore

But don't you bother
Don't you care
You don't know me
You just see me
But that ain't enough
To help me tonight
But just don't leave me
And let me die

Why don't you see
All that matters
All that I feel
On strange way
It's you I need

 ℒ€ŠŠΟℵ

I've learned a lot of lessons
In the short time I have lived
I've learned how to appreciate
And I've learned how to give.

But in these past few months
There's two I'll remember most
I've learned how to love
And I've learned to let go.

You entered my life with such a force
And left it with one as strong
And though we tried to make it last
We both knew it wouldn't be long.

I lie at night and think about
How I'm the one to blame.
If only I would have trusted you,
I could have missed this pain.

And so I spent each day of my life
With my heart in pieces
And when I thought it could never be cured,
Something happened; I expected it least.

I guess my soul was all cried out,
And it was tired of being used.
And even though I know I'm guilty,
I was tired of being accused.

And so I've learned to end this
Without an urge to cry
These are my final words to you,
"I love you "

ℒŠ ℱ Ιℵℵℂ€ℵℂ∑

When we first met I made you promise
you would never leave,
then I told you of the demons,
and how they made me bleed.

I made you promise crazy things,
but your words were not enough.
I couldn't believe you loved me
I thought to love me was too tough.

When I cry about my past
and say that I'm ashamed
I know I am the only one
who is to be blamed.
Then you crawl in bed beside me
and say that it's ok-
so I cry for my loss of innocence
and the things I gave away.

When I can't sleep through the night,
when I toss and turn in bed,
you wrap your arms around me
and chase the demons from my head.
You say don't talk about the past
you tell me that it's gone,
you say since we're together now
it's time that I move on,
you say that I'm your angel
but if you only knew
the kind of thoughts I think
and what I used to do.
You tell me it doesn't matter
and that you love me anyway-
so I cry for my loss of innocence
and the things I gave away.

They said that's how they liked it
when I dragged my nails across their backs,
but now you hold my hand in yours
and tell me to relax,
you say that this is making love
and this is the better way-
so I cry for my loss of innocence
and the things I gave away.

I never felt a thing
before you touched my heart
and when you touched my body,
I thought I'd fall apart.
When you kiss my lips,
I feel you deep within my soul
then you wrap your arms around me
and say you'll never let me go.

When I tremble at your tenderness
and melt in your arms,
I know you really love me,
and you'll keep me safe from harm
you know I've never loved
or been loved in any kind of way-
so I cry for my loss of innocence
and the things I gave away.

₩ℏΨ ₫●   ☹☹☹

Why do I smile at the sound of your voice?
Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice?
Why do I let you touch me in places never touched?
Why do I like to have you around so much?

Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss?
Why do I feel like I could live forever like this?
Why do I put my heart in your hands?
Why do I answer to your every demand?

Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong?
Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong?
Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right?
Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight?

Why do I care about you even though you hurt me?
Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality?
Why do I try to hide from what is true?
Why do I still have these feelings for you?