~~~~~ SORRY ~~~~~

SORRY
sorry for waht happend to u sorry for what i said to u
sorry for all the bad things taht i did to u sorry for all the pain i gave u
im sorry for not knowing u sooner sorry for leting u down sorry for not taking ur hand
sorry for all that i have done sorry for messing it up sorry for loving u
sorry for making u love me sorry for all the bad times sorry for makign life hard on u
sorry for not bein there for u and im sorry for only saying sorry thats all i can do
with these blood and tears im calling u i wish u can forgive me i need u i want u
ur my life ur my soul ur my world ur all that is good to me with out u im nothing
with out u im no one with out u im dead with out u i cant sleep i cant dream
all i want is to sleep one night with out all this pain
all i want is to hear ur voice calling my name just one more time
all i need is for u to love me...i just want to say im SORRY...

CONFUSED ?????

I'm so confused
I never know what you want from me
My heart is forever bruised
I feel like I can never be free

I still remember when we first met
You was so special to me
Now I feel so sad
I couldn't make you happy

But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more, when I think about how my heart broke

You said you knew how much I felt for you
But you couldn't chose for me
Our love couldn't be true
It seemed if you were happy.

Now you act so attached
You dare not to look in my eyes
I thought we matched
But I my dream dies

But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about that, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more, when I think about how my heart broke

I cry
I cry
I cry every single night
Thinking of the fun we had
And the silence that drove us apart

In real life, I act like you don't exist
But in my dreams we're together
It's you I can't resist
But in my dreams that won't matter

But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more, when I think about how my heart broke

But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your pretty face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more, when I think about how my heart broke

You still make me feel so confused

Too lost in you ...

I don't know where to begin.
My life is so complicated.
It feels like I'm drowning...
Drowning in my own tears

All because my love
for you is just a
waste of time...
It's useless.

It's easy to love you
but impossible to forget you.
Every thought of you
brightens up my day

I thought it was easy
to win your heart.
But it remains a dream.

Every day I get up
I start a fight against
my love for you.
But I'm too weak to win...

I'm lost, lost in my own feelings.
I don't know where to go.
But trust me, I will find my way.
With or without you...

Unanswered love !!!!!!!!!

Loneliness is tearing me apart.
How can I find a way to your heart?
I want your body close to mine.
Now, tomorrow and 'till the end of time.
Let me surround you with all my love.
It's all I have been thinking of.
I want you in my life.
But if I lose you, it will cut me like a knife.
I don't want to play a role.
I just want to give you my soul.

CONFESSIONS OF A HEART BREAK!!

I was someone when I was with you,

Now I am a no one and I feel blue,

You just walked on by,

All I can do is cry,

So now I no,

You never loved me so,

You broke my heart,

Right from the very start,

Everyday I try,

So hard not to die,

I want to kill myself,

I got a knife off the shelf,

I sat on my bed,

You were the only thought in my head,

I slid the knife across my wrist real slow,

Look at what I’ve done now I’ve got to go,

I’m going no where

And I don’t care,

I could end up dead,

All I can see is red,

Last night I drank and drank,

Because you dumped me for that skank,

I thought you loved me,

Now I can see,

That what you said was a lie,

Now all I want to do is cry,

I listen to that special song,

And I wonder where I went wrong,

All this time I though I loved you too,

But I guess I was wrong now I feel blue,

I guess love is a thing I’m not supposed to do,

But I fell in love with the only you,

Now I no I could never love again,

I didn’t just loose you as a boyfriend,

You meant a lot more,

Why did you close that door?

I want to die,

I cannot cry.

DO TIME HEAL WOUNDS?

"Time heals every wound" I heard somewhere.
Did it knew, from how long, are you not here?

This time could not evade my screaming pain.
No matter how hard I try to, but all in vain.

Time moved on, but could not took me along.
Right was my love, your perception was wrong.

Melancholy is life, and, all alone is my heart.
Though I have died, you still have power to hurt.

"One day, I will surely forget you somehow"!
The day you betrayed, I have taken this vow.

A day will come, am sure,when time will be less.
You'll be back to me, but my life will be a mess!!

HURTING INSIDE

Depression hurts inside and out. On the inside your heart tears And it starts to bleed, You feel the pain And you have the need. Outside you drag the knife Accross bare flesh, You feel the relief But the scars are sketched. Back inside you cry Because the marks will remain, But you're also calm now and feel no pain. Depression hurts No matter what Depression follows Even after the cuts. Depression may go, but the memories will stay forever.