I tuk another decision....thgt 2 giv dis relation sumtym...
i thgt i'd surely fall in luv wid him...n den d guilt wud sublime....
v wud b happie n evrything wud b f9....

So i tuk d decision.....
2 continue dis relation....

Till 2 monthzz it went on nice...
neither misunderstandingz....nor any fitezz......

Just awesum tym spent 2gether....
made us knw each othr better.....

But once again mah heart did say......
"u dun luv dis guy....but u lyk him"...go tell him dis 2day.....

I picked up all mah courage...n made my mind....
it waz tym 4 d truth 2 unwind....

I knew it wud hurt him 4 sure.....
but my heart.....wud pain more.....

Finally..i told him d reality....
most uf mah frndz said...dis izz another stupidity!!!!

But i knew dis tym i waz right...
eventhough i waz crying for d whole night.....
i waz right...yeah....i waz right!!!

Coz continuing dis relation....
wazz no longer d solution.....

With no luv 4 him in mah heart....dis relation waz fake....
no more cud i put hiz lyf @ stake???

1 uf mah frndz stood by me in dis tough tym....
tnxx 4 being there....4 takin so much care!!!!

D guy whum i hurt askd me many questnzz....
he said...."hw cud i play wid hiz heart n emotionzz??"
I shudn't hv acceptd d proposal if i waz nt sure.....
he wanted me nt 2 show him mah face any more!!!

I had thgt that atleast he wud understand......
d trauma n pain tht mah heart underwent....
I knew i had committed a mistake....
bt to correct it...dis waz d step tht i had 2 take....
i wanted him to still b mah frnd....
bt he insisted on every relationzz end.....
to him...i made it clear....
tht az a frnd i'll alwayzz b there.....