THE ONLY WAY

The only way

I don't need you attention
Don't need it to stay alive
All I need right now is Myself
Me and my f*ucking knife

So shut up and leave me
Please, just go away
I don't need all this bullshit
Maybe another day

You can't help me now
I have to do this on my own
Go listen to your own shit
I beg you, just leave me alone!

Give me a moment for myself
I need to safe my life
It will all be okay
Don't worry about that knife

Won't kill myself this evening
Just some scratches which I need
I know you won't understand
But on the inside I allready bleed

You've allready accepted my wounded inside
So please accept the outside too
I know it isn't a great solution
But it's the best thing I can do

The injury I'll cause
Won't be as bad as the ones inside
But you won't see them
They're much easier to hide

Someday, I won't need it
By knowing other ways to express
But for now I need it
It's the only way to control this painfull mess!