Wednesday, December 5, 2007

DO TIME HEAL WOUNDS?




"Time heals every wound" I heard somewhere.
Did it knew, from how long, are you not here?

This time could not evade my screaming pain.
No matter how hard I try to, but all in vain.

Time moved on, but could not took me along.
Right was my love, your perception was wrong.

Melancholy is life, and, all alone is my heart.
Though I have died, you still have power to hurt.

"One day, I will surely forget you somehow"!
The day you betrayed, I have taken this vow.

A day will come, am sure,when time will be less.
You'll be back to me, but my life will be a mess!!

HURTING INSIDE





Depression hurts
inside and out.

On the inside your heart tears
And it starts to bleed,
You feel the pain
And you have the need.

Outside you drag the knife
Accross bare flesh,
You feel the relief
But the scars are sketched.

Back inside you cry
Because the marks will remain,
But you're also calm now
and feel no pain.

Depression hurts
No matter what
Depression follows
Even after the cuts.

Depression may go,
but the memories will stay forever.

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

MISUNDERSTOOD


3 o'clock in the night I was weeping

And you thought that I was sleeping


You saw blood pouring out of my hand

And you thought it might have been some accident


You saw me nearby wherever you went

And you thought it was just co-incidence


Day and night you ruled my imagination

And you thought it was just infatuation


Tensed and dumb in front of you I lay

And you thought I got nothing to say


When I needed you I cried in pain

And you thought I was lying again


Hiding my tears I tried to walk tall

And you thought I didn't cry at all?

Monday, December 3, 2007


Remember when we were so in LOVE?
I do, because you were the one I could trust.

Remember when you would hold me tight?
I do, I didn't want you to let go I wanted it to last all night.

Remember when we use to argue about the stupidest things?
I do, because when you got mad it was the cutest thing!

Remember when our love was so strong?
I do, because I thought nothing could go wrong.

Remember when you said you loved me?
I do, I had a great feeling come to me.

Remember when you said you wouldn't lie?
I do, because when I found out all I did was cry.
Remember when you broke my heart?
I do, because you tore my world apart

Remember when you said if we break-up we can still be friends?
I tried but you thought I wanted you back so we had to end.

I took you for granted, I thought I had you,
But I didn't instead I ended up loosing you.

You treated me wrong after we broke-up,
How could you?, all I ever wanted to do was make up.

This is the last time you'll hear from me,
Well, unless you be a man and apologize so we can agree.

Life's too short we live what we can,
Just remember call me if you need a hand.

THE ONLY WAY


The only way

I don't need you attention
Don't need it to stay alive
All I need right now is Myself
Me and my f*ucking knife

So shut up and leave me
Please, just go away
I don't need all this bullshit
Maybe another day

You can't help me now
I have to do this on my own
Go listen to your own shit
I beg you, just leave me alone!

Give me a moment for myself
I need to safe my life
It will all be okay
Don't worry about that knife

Won't kill myself this evening
Just some scratches which I need
I know you won't understand
But on the inside I allready bleed

You've allready accepted my wounded inside
So please accept the outside too
I know it isn't a great solution
But it's the best thing I can do

The injury I'll cause
Won't be as bad as the ones inside
But you won't see them
They're much easier to hide

Someday, I won't need it
By knowing other ways to express
But for now I need it
It's the only way to control this painfull mess!

BREAKING DAY BY DAY !!!!!!!


Broken hearts are never healed. They haunt us for a lifetime even if we find someone else. Our past teaches us lessons that make us more aware and more human. Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better?


Breaking up with someone you care about is one of the toughest decisions any of us will ever have to go through. Dealing with the pain and heart break is never easy. We just have to live the days as they are set out and not live in the past.